Monday, 24 September 2012

Jesus films

Dear Reader,
In connection with The Gospel of John; how many “Jesus films” have you seen? I have been trying to recall the times I have seen a movie about Jesus and it must be 5 during different times of my life.

As a child.
The Salvation Army came to our village and had meetings in one of our village chapels; or “House of Prayer”  as they were called = “Bönhus” in Swedish. The Salvation Army was always fun for a kid that didn’t have much entertainment since TV didn’t enter my home until I was 10. Salvation Army had lotteries called “oars” in those meetings and at one time I won two glasses that were blue in color. It was very exciting and besides the lotteries the home baked cookies and buns and coffee with 2/3 milk in the cup was a treat.
In one of those meetings they brought a movie projector and the film “Jesus of Nazareth”. There was excitement in the air and when the lights were out and the projector started with it’s sound of a smaller moped my heart beat raised a bit. I don’t remember much of the film but I remember when the scene of crucifixion started my mom whispered “you can close your eyes if it is too hard to see” but I watched it and was so sad that Jesus had to  going through such pain for me.  The Bible and the stories about Jesus was nothing new to me because of Sunday school, but it was a whole different experience to watch the story than to read or listen to it.  

As a teenager.
I was at school in the nearby city and in religion class we were supposed to go to the cinema and watch Max von Sydow playing Jesus in “The man from Nazareth”. There were discussions among the Christian students if it was appropriate for us to go to a cinema. Since it was requested by the school and was included in the time schedule it was decided that Christian students should also watch the film in the cinema; although by some looked upon as a very “ungodly place”. Von Sydow played, as I remeber, a very unemotional Jesus; with a face as engraved in marble and the whole fuss around the film and the film itself left me without any lasting feelings. I think it was the last time that Swedish schools had a Christian film on the time schedule. I think it was 1967 or 68. Things changed a lot after that.

As an adult.
Several years Swedish TV showed at Easter Franco Zeffirelli’s  film “Jesus of Nazareth” with Robert Powell as Jesus. I thought  he was a more human Jesus; at times  too detached and too “spiritual” for me, looking upward and away in some kind of “trance”. I think it is hard for any actor to portray Jesus and give justice to Jesus as a man and as God in human form unless you have a personal relationship with Jesus as your savior and a willingness to seek guidance from the Holy Spirit. This TV series got a lot of response from people who had watched it and people visited churches seeking salvation. In my home I tried to follow the film through Easter with my somewhat reluctant family who said they already knew about the story of Jesus. Well it didn’t hurt to tell it again.

Then there was “The Passion”.
I haven’t seen it and I don’t think I ever will.
But my husband, son and his girlfriend at the time, went to the cinema one evening while I stayed at home ironing curtains for my son’s apartment. I had seen trailers and heard about the violence and knew I would not be able to stand it. Not in front of the TV, not in front of the computer or in the cinema; ever.  But never say never;  now I have tried to watch bits and pieces on YouTube and have watched interviews  with the actor who played  Jesus; Jim Caviezel.  Someday maybe …
 Anyway …
I was standing in my son’s kitchen ironing the last curtain when they all stormed in seemingly exhausted. My husband’s first comment was “It was for the best that you didn’t come” Second comment was “Jesus must have been a super human to be able to survive all the violence and beating and still make it to Golgotha”.  For at least half an hour they talked over and over about the violence and beating but nobody mentioned salvation. And it saddened my heart because I had hoped for some sort of “Aha-experience “for them. That it would have opened their eyes to Jesus – The Savior. It was a disappointment to me and I wondered what could touch their hearts, if this couldn’t move them in any other way than making them a bit agitated for an hour or two.

Nr. 4.
The gospel According to Matthew.
The story about how I came about this film is a story that would take too much space here, but it is a film close to my heart and maybe one day I will tell the story. If you want to know how it was made, you can turn to Marchiano Ministries and send an e-mail to them and ask for the book that is a journey through the making of the film; seen with the eyes of actor Bruce Marchiano who portrayed  Jesus. In this film Jesus is a man who smiles a lot; hugs a lot; but also at certain times doesn’t hesitate to tell the truth about hypocrisy and self-righteousness.  Despite technical flaws and sometimes poor acting performance by some of the actors, the film is worth seeing and it leaves a warm feeling. As my husband said; “If Jesus was that kind of guy one might consider hanging out with him”. It’s a good review from someone who does not get impressed by films  in the first place.

Nr.5
The Gospel of John (2003)

And so we are at present time and the technology of Internet and YouTube. I started watching this film because I couldn’t find the peace to listen to the Gospel of John on Bible Gateway.com or read it by myself in the Bible. First it was rather difficult to watch Henry Ian Cusick as Jesus but as the film proceeded he became more comfortable for me; not that he is such a special actor but the Gospel itself has much to say even in imperfection.

The Gospel according to John is my favorite gospel in the New Testament and it has layer upon layer with depths that unfolds when I hear or read it.

Are there more Jesus films out there? I think Campus Crusade for Jesus has one and I’m sure I  have left out some other that is unknown to me. That is films who are true to the gospel.

What purpose is there in doing these Jesus films? Have they all had the vision to show Jesus as Savior and Redeemer and   bring people to salvation? No I don’t think so. But no matter what was the intension in the first place; God can still use them for His purpose at the right time and right place when there is an open heart that needs to hear a word from God into his or her situation. 


I’m aware of that this is my own subjective opinion that you do not necessarily have to agree with but maybe this has made you interested enough to search for a film about Jesus and give yourself the time to watch it.

I have almost listened through The Acts but need to start all over again. See you.

Sincerely yours, Ida


 

Friday, 14 September 2012

Broken vessel




(Picture found on Russian art site. Painter Kamynina Elena)

Monday, 10 September 2012

Långt bortom rymder vida. Kjell Lönnå och Stora Kören Sundsvall.


Woke up this morning with this song in mind. Couldn't remember all the verses so I looked it up on YouTube. The song is written by Augusta Charlotta Lönborg 1895 and was given the melody by Julius Dahlöf 1906.

Långt bortom rymder vida,
Far beyond the starry sky
längre än solar går,
Far beyond the sun
högre än stjärnor tindrar
Far beyond the stars that shine
den bedjandes suckar når.
the supplicant sighs reaches.
Anden från stoftets världar
The spirit lifts
lyfter sitt vingepar,
its wings from this world
klappar på himlaporten
and knocks on heaven's door
och söker sitt hem, sin Far.
when seeking its home its Father.

Trång är all världen vida,
It's hard to live in this world
hjälplös var jordisk vän.
helpless are earthly friends
Själen får ro och fäste
The soul finds peace and an anchorage
allena i himmelen.
only in heaven
Mörkaste natt skall ljusna,
The darkest night will brighten
bittraste kval få ro,
most bitter pain will find peace
lär du dig blott att vandra
if you only learn to walk
på bönernas himlabro.
on the bridge of prayers to heaven.

Ringaste barn som beder
The smallest child who prays
lever oändligt tryggt,
lives  infinitely safe
mäktar långt mer än hjälten
and can achieve a lot more than the hero
som starkaste fästen byggt.
who has built the strongest fortresses.
Måtte vi aldrig glömma,
May we never forget
var vi i världen går,
wherever we are in this world
att till Guds eget hjärta
that to God's own heart
den bedjandes suckar når.
the supplicant sighs reaches.

I apologize for bad translation to English. I haven't found this song anywhere in English and it is hard to translate because it is written in an old fashion style and the poetic feeling  is lost in English. 
Sincerely yours,Ida

Saturday, 8 September 2012