
Dear Friend,
There is this piece of paper haunting me now. I found it among the “treasures” in my Bible. And of course, I had forgotten all about it.
I went to Bible classes ten years ago. (how time passes so quickly!) When the pastors prayed for us students I wrote down some of the prayers. In a way it was like prophesies and now I wonder if they ever will come to pass.
1. Your faith will be like crisp bread for the sheep…
2. You will gather many children around you …
3. You have more of God in you than you realize …
4. There is a dignity in your faith …
5. Your faith will flourish …
6. One day your faith will have appreciation …
7. You will become a midwife to spiritual children …
8. You are a precious pearl …
9. You will paint with words …
10. You have to walk one step at a time …
11. There will be joy; and there will be an open door …
12. There will be a road cleared for you …
I might have to explain the “crisp bread for the sheep –thing”; because I think it is only understood by those involved with farming or keeping sheeps. If you want any animal to come when called upon the easiest way is to make them believe that there is food at the end of that call. If you do the same thing every time you call for them they know at that sound that there will be food for them. Well sometimes you have to make them move between feeding time and so the same sound will make them follow for example when changing to another grazing area. Scraping one crisp bread against the other will attract them to follow.
Living your faith in a way that other people would like to follow Jesus is like the crisp bread attracting the sheep. St. Francis of Assisi said to his disciples before sending them out into the world: Go witness to the people. And if necessary, use words.
And then I sigh. Twelve statements from ten years ago that should have been fulfilled by now? Life doesn’t always turn out the way you want and things happen that never was predicted, but that has never stopped the plans of God. So I wonder how much of these words came from God through those precious pastors. Was it wishful thinking and them being kind to me or were they greetings from the most High what he had in mind for me? Do I have the qualities to fulfill those 12 statements? No, I don’t think so. I alone trying to achieve anything of those statements would result in failure. It is only the Holy Spirit that can fulfill anything in my life that was assigned by God. And I have to cooperate with the Holy Spirit.
So I just have to look hard on these statements and confess to God that I have accomplished little of what was said ten years ago. Can I have another chance please?
Sincerely yours,
Ida